Snakes on the Mesa
Inside a packrat’s nest is a kitchen area, with little shelves where different kinds of food are stored. There is also an area like a refrigerator, with better airflow
Nuts and seeds are stacked in the warmer area
Why don’t serial killers ever talk about the good times?
Robert was still back and forth between California and the Mesa. When we first met, some years ago, he liked to watch Hallmark movies. They started with things like a beautiful lost veterinarian whose car broke down and a local farmer took her in and gave her coolant. When he made her pancakes, she realized her boyfriend was shallow and trivial. The lonely farmer and his tame deer — rescued from a hunter — were a better choice. But once Robert was with me on the mesa, his tastes in programs changed. He only watched serial-killer series, murder documentaries, and various other shows featuring men disposing of bodies. Screams from his cell phone in the other room kept me awake at night. He found it soothing. Then he would return to California again, to get things finished up there so he could be here full time. It took him eleven hours each way and he was often gone for a week. The drive was so grueling that when he arrived back on the mesa he had to unwind by watching a show about a …